inLove~???

...di ko maexplain pero ang weird tlga.......  alam ko n kakagaling ko lng s isang malupet at full phoenix power n heartbreak pero after just 2 and a half weeks parang ok n ko . . . .  wla ng pain, sorrow, especially tears. . . .   parang biglang naerase lht ng un . . . . tas ngaun parang may something n special n nangyayari ... something strange, something extraordinary.......pero sobrang saya ko .. . . . di ko maiwasang mag smile tuwing naiisip ko un . . .  .   may inspiration n ulet ako para mag drawing.....  nakasmile n o tuwing umaga. . . . at may gana n ulet ako kumaen . . .    kaya minsan napapaisip ako kung good thing b or bad thing ung nangyari dti . . .   pero narealize ko rin n kung ngw ni dutch sbhn skin un para s kny wla n . . .  tinatandaan ko nlng ung cnabe sakin ng beloved teacher ko dti "if you love something set it free, if it doesn't come back then it was never truely yours to begin with."   

I just want someone who can love me as I am. Without doubts. Without thinking twice. Someone loyal. Someone Trustworthy. Someone like APPLE. I know he will have trouble believing me but I know its true. He's simply unlike anyone I ever met [in the best way]