a monday night~

shy and anticipated of what may happen

an incoming scenario that'll leave me rotten

but surprised how far fate and luck have gotten

that made me happier than i could have imagined

a little walk, talk, touch, and smile

as we go through the movie file

i'm prepared to run even a mile

coz' in the end it's always worth the while

warm touches, soft whispers

plus sweet words, are dear reminders

the unending comments of the chatters

says true love aren't just for dreamers

in that one moment i came to realize

that you'll always be perfect in my eyes

let's take a chance to roll the dice

and hold hands as we await the surprise

[(c)apple~<3]

It's always real [for me]

I still love you as if we're still together

even if in reality you already have another

all the pieces of my broken heart i'll start to gather

so that maybe in this world we may last forever

i'm determined to fight with my holy lance

to set my mark as a remembrance

knowing so, will you give it a chance?

further more, will you be my first and last dance?

others say it's dumb, that it's stupidity

hoping for a love that's never meant to be

but i say otherwise, coz' their too blind to see

that this love has a shot for eternity

i'm not bitter, nor too narrow-minded to kill

because i want you to choose me at your own free will

even if i grew old and severely ill

this love, for me, will always be real

[(c)apple~<3]

natsumonogatari: a summer tale

i just went to an epic event called Natsumonogatari: A Summer Tale..

and guess what..i just had the time of my life. Last sunday may 27 in clubhouse, BFRV. walking distance from my house. how convenient, right? XD  i spent that day with my otaku friends [renzo, joseph, jeffrey & his brother]

yeah, i didn't stay until 8pm. but still, i had a blast!!!  with all the cool stuffs there. a game corner where i whipped out my opponents XD they said i was such a gamer.. haha can't argue with that. video games are awesome. a lot of shops opened up, too. they sold various kinds of cute objects. like this one shop sells hand stitched key chains. the other sold t-shirts. but the shop that really got out attention was the one with figmas XD  yeah they were expensive. some would even say its a waste of money. but i say otherwise ;) its actually really cool. and the way they were crafted is just outstanding.  plus, it came all the way from japan XD

singing contests and dance contests we're help. but i prefer to join the art competition. our art should have the theme "summer". it made me think for a while. especially since i'm not much into summer. i prefer winter coz its cold. but still i tried. i based my art to my own perspective towards summer. warm vibrant colors, smiles in kids faces, and FUN. though i didn't win, i still had the spirit to smile. coz my main goal of entering was just to show my side of the story. thats mission accomplished for me XD

a lot of talented bands performed, too. but i liked Asian Chicken Fest the most. they really rocked XD

i also enjoyed the cosplay event. its really amazing what creative minds can do. they showed their passion towards anime and conquered it XD

i really had fun...  i learned a lot of things.. but what i loved the most was the fact that in the real world i would appear to others as a weird kid or just plain old crazy bcoz of some of my ways. especially when i show how much i love anime. but i the anime world i fit just right in :) this made me more happy and content with myself.. for the first time i finally found a place in reality where i can be happy. thankyou to my friends. thank you natsumonogatari staff. and thank you to everyone who made it happen :)  i hope to join another event like this soon~

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIITTT~!!!!!!!!!

alam mo ung feeling na sobrang mahal mo sya .....  ang buong alam mo ay mahal ka rin nya kaya gawa ka ng gawa ng way para maayos na lahat kahit mahirap ..... di baleng mahirapan ka bsta't alam mo at the end mamahalin ka parin nya ......  tas nagFB ka para iupdate sarili mo tas nkita mo ung masakit na katotohanan ......  ung taong akala mong mahal ka ay sobrang nagdadalawang isip na ......  ang saya-saya mo pa nmn kgbe kc nagtxt sya ...  kht na saglit n pag uusap lng ok na sayo .... akala mo ok na ...  kaso ng dahil sa nabasa mo knina parang bigla lumabo paningin mo ....   bigla mo naisip na baka gnagamit ka lang .....  palipas oras  ....  entertainment ....  kung sa bagay, kahit sino naman makabasa nun ganyan din mararamdaman dba .....   nakakaGAGO dba ...  parang tinarantado ka lang  .....  to think, ang ayos pa nya kausap kgbe  .....  niloloko ka na pla tas di mo pa malalaman kung di ka nagOL ....  nag flash back ka sa mga pinagsamahan nyo dti  ....  ang ayos nmn dba?  ok nmn ...  ang saya nyo nga lage ee...  puro tambay ....  gala ...  halos lahat ng yaya na gala sayo sumama ka kasi gusto mo sya makasama  .....  dka na tuloy cgurado kung ano na ba tlga ... kasi sobrang sakit n ng nararamdaman mo ....  kaLALAKING tao sobra kung LUMANDI .. . .   WTH . . .  i'm better with anime ,.....  than with YOU!!!!!

nasayang yang lahat ng pinag samahan kasi nagloloko ka .....  kung paper ka lang .. matagal n kitang pinunit

Live it UP~